You want me to post all of the pms ? (Yes , including the one word pm (hi) that you claim was an apology) . That would clear up everything completely now wouldn't it. There was no distortion, it was exactly as I said it happened and I'm pretty sure I'm not the first victim . Yes well ,thanks for the laugh anyway.
You said, "NOT the first victim". There you go again about some weird delusion you are having. Or maybe it is a mid life crisis.
Well no I said "I'm pretty sure I'm not the first victim ." I'd say that was a fair assumption given your erratic behavior hon. This is the first time in two years that I have ever been completely and utterly confused by a conversation or, non-conversation as this case may be .
Oh please do because I am dying to know what you are thinking.
* the last pm I sent to you was not an appology. I admit IT WAS NOT. I only sent it so you don't complain that I didn't reply to your last pm - and I only said 'HI' because it was safe and you COULD-NEVER-EVER take it out of context. Amazing, you found away did you.
Out of context , you mean like , when you wrote me saying "you are a bad person " and I took it as you saying I was a bad person ? Yes, I sometimes see nothing but conspiracy. The brilliance that says sending a pm with the lone word "hi" in it ( and it meaning it could never ever be taken out of context) eludes me. Especially since you were given ... questions about what was driving your wacky tirades. And the idea that you cared whether I thought you had answered my last pm when you were basically freaking on me.... again , I admit I'm confused.
* I have tried repeatly to say I was wrong, I was sorry, and I still am. But it is useless attempt. You have no compassion or the ability to understand when another person admits mistakes or when you made them.
WHEN DID YOU EVER SAY YOU WERE WRONG ? Was that buried somewhere in the subtext of "hi" ?
* When I said you LIED. Im sorry but you did -
So this person writes you after two years of being in the same group and never having written before .
I don't remember the date, but when you posted a public message that you was leaving the forum and you was NOT going to return. I sent you a PM cause I was sad you were leaving. Is that true or am I lying?
Davena, writing "sad to see you go " is not writing. Do you know what I mean ? Do you understand ? I was sad to see Lucille Ball quit TV but ... thats not really personal is it ?
I guess you will say NO. That it's a lie. I'm making it up.
No, the making up part didn't start till this week. Still , it's not writing. Hi and bye are not really communication . They are an introduction or and ending but it is a stretch to call them anything else. I have nothing to do with you.
I also sent you PM's about your avatars, about your work and that short demo animated film you made which I said I really like because you are so talented. and maybe there were more, I didn't kept the messages. But I guess you are going to say they were delusions, not real, never happened, just fantasizes I dreamed up. If so, Im going to get checked into a mental hospital because those memories seem so real.
I only posted one film here and it wasn't a demo . We are talking over two years , hundreds of pms but really , given that this is all a side show to the real pm discussion. You may remember it as a pm but I'm pretty sure it was on the thread I posted it in. I keep most of my pms and no.
But if you were mistake. I will say it was an mistake caused by this stupid petty argument and Im willing to say "Im sorry for calling you a liar". And ask one last time for your forgiveness.
I don't have most of the pm's your threating to post publically. I deleted them.
My advice, go see your therapist soon. Grand Delusions, depression, and Euphoria are some of the signs of a Mid Life Crisis.
Uh, exactly HOW could you have deleted pm's where I threatened to post publicly ? I never wrote any pms that threatened or anything like it . To you they were all " what the hell are you talking about "? That is easy to verify I bet by an administrator . You were saying ? Ok, this just got weirder.