GenderLife Forum: The Information Exchange

So I will try to explain it. I was a guy with female mind. Started transition and HRT at 56 yrs old on May 2005. Went full time female, without surgeries, for almost 2 yrs. Then 3 weeks ago I put on mens clothes as a joke to my girlfriend and I'm still doing it. I live like a male and will stay living as a guy. This is so I can get a job and support myself. Right now it is like I'm a FTM. I found it harder to be a man after the time as a woman. I still have a female mind, breast, butt and soft skin. This is my home and support. The pix of the Harley is on my photo gallery.
I left but did peek in from time to time. I posted a couple times too. I use to be on every day and night posting replies and poems. my name was changed legal to Cheryl_Lynne in Jan 08

Gosh Cheryl Lynn I hate hearing that you have a hard time with things and whatever you need to do to make things in your life better is more than okay with me.

Tomorrow is another and hopefully brighter day!

Hugs, Jenny

I so sorry to hear that things have been so difficult for you and I hope that things get better soon.

Hello once more. After I met my lady friend Jenny, 3 weeks went by then I dressed as a man as a joke. Then 5 weeks later she was back with her boyfriend, J. It seams she lived with him at his parents house all the time. They broke up before we met. They went camping with friends and her family and friends wanted her to be with J instead of me. So she was promped to leave me. Almost worked. She lives with J but we go out still. We still see each other. 2 weeks ago she told me "yes I am lesbian first then like man." She decided this recient! She was told all about me when we met. I am 2 genders and look female or male undressed. One of the different things about me since a child. We talked about that some too. Yes we laid together weeks ago. She saw me in the hospital after the MC accident too. So next week I move into my first apartment. After mths unemployed, I got an interview for a job. They gave me a second one the same day. I love Jenny and hope she leave J and moves in with me. If all goes well, I will ask her to marry me. If not---I will be heart broken big time!! I will survive! Hugs Cheryl_Lynne "Terry" Smith Happy

Hi Cheryl_Lynne/Terry,
Its good to hear from you. I'm glad to hear that Jenny is till in the picture. Great news on the job front also! If you decide that you need to live your life in two genders, more power to you! I'll certainly support you (just clue me into your pronouns of choice:) ) It sounds like you are moving ahead. Call anytime if you need to talk.

Life here in Colorado is slowly defining itself. I'll be moving into my new place next week. Now, to find a new: hairsylist, dentist, eye-doctor, dermatologist, electrolysist, family doc, therapist... )When I list it like that I really feel high maintenance

Be well,
CiCi