GenderLife Forum: The Information Exchange

I don't know how or why I left here, I just did. In the mean time I had a few problems. Last year was very hard for me. I lost my mom and brother. Then I asked to be commited and almost was. It took friends to keep me out of the lock down house. Now after living full time 2 yrs and HRT 3 yrs, I went back to looking like a man. I still feel and know I am a TS woman. I decided to revert to a guy like mode to get work. I did not have any luck as Cheryl_Lynne except to start a job and then be let go. I found out later I was set up because---ALL Transsexuals are PEDIFILES! BS from the religious bigots that exsist. I know there are religious people that accept us so no disgruntal letters please. I met a woman that has not asked me to be a man. I fell in love with her so bad, well I look like a man. Then, I got ran over by a 22 yr old guy. I was on my Harley and he parked the car on the forks with me under it. Broken right leg, swollen leg top to bottom, ligaments torn at the right knee. Etc. He did not have insurance and the lawyers will NOT take the case because he has no money. My girlfriend stayed by my side and helped me many times. Now I question my gender because it does not bother me to look male like and grow wiskers. I had all the laser I could from below my eyes to my toes. All my dark hairs are gone. I only have blond hairs left and they are on my face. Every hair is gone but on my head n face.I have a month of healing before I can work or try to. I missed the friends here and now I have returned. LOVE n HUGS Cheryl_Lynne

I'm sorry to hear that things have not gone well for you Cheryl Lynn. The world can be a rough place, particularly for transfolk. Hopefully things will get better for you.

Welcome back to Callies...... you know we will always be here for you

Pam

Sorry to here you are having problems.

Thank you both. I just needed to rethink my life. Now I am back to the first place that helped me to accept myself. I joined Callies Nov. 19, 05 and on Nov. 28, 05 I knew and accepted myself as a transsexual.
Hugs Love n Kisses to you all Cheryl_Lynne

Welcome back. I am sorry to hear of your misfortunes. I hope your return here sets the satge for better things to come in 3D.

Sounds that you had a tough time recently. As a Trans person life unfortunately can be tough. A least you have gotten back on track and are healing. Hopefully the rest of the year will go better.

If Jenny stays by my side -- all will be wonderful for me. Her pix is on my photos with "Terry"/Cheryl_Lynne check out the pix of my Harley after the accident too.

OK now you have confused me. Please help me out here.
When did you leave? I never saw a period of time when you stopped posting entirely. I must have missed something.

Also, where is a link to the photo with the cycle?

And lastly do I understand that you are still MTF but you are now living 24/7 as a man due to job necessity? But did you also say you question your gender? Please understand that I am OK with that and not being critical but I'm not sure if I got it right. I reread your post several times and am simply asking if that is your status or did I get something confused?

You just lost your confidence and your self esteem hit rock bottom Cheryl. The fact you're back here means you're back on track.

Good luck dear.

Hi. I'm new here. I also wish you luck.

So I will try to explain it. I was a guy with female mind. Started transition and HRT at 56 yrs old on May 2005. Went full time female, without surgeries, for almost 2 yrs. Then 3 weeks ago I put on mens clothes as a joke to my girlfriend and I'm still doing it. I live like a male and will stay living as a guy. This is so I can get a job and support myself. Right now it is like I'm a FTM. I found it harder to be a man after the time as a woman. I still have a female mind, breast, butt and soft skin. This is my home and support. The pix of the Harley is on my photo gallery.
I left but did peek in from time to time. I posted a couple times too. I use to be on every day and night posting replies and poems. my name was changed legal to Cheryl_Lynne in Jan 08

Gosh Cheryl Lynn I hate hearing that you have a hard time with things and whatever you need to do to make things in your life better is more than okay with me.

Tomorrow is another and hopefully brighter day!

Hugs, Jenny

I so sorry to hear that things have been so difficult for you and I hope that things get better soon.

Hello once more. After I met my lady friend Jenny, 3 weeks went by then I dressed as a man as a joke. Then 5 weeks later she was back with her boyfriend, J. It seams she lived with him at his parents house all the time. They broke up before we met. They went camping with friends and her family and friends wanted her to be with J instead of me. So she was promped to leave me. Almost worked. She lives with J but we go out still. We still see each other. 2 weeks ago she told me "yes I am lesbian first then like man." She decided this recient! She was told all about me when we met. I am 2 genders and look female or male undressed. One of the different things about me since a child. We talked about that some too. Yes we laid together weeks ago. She saw me in the hospital after the MC accident too. So next week I move into my first apartment. After mths unemployed, I got an interview for a job. They gave me a second one the same day. I love Jenny and hope she leave J and moves in with me. If all goes well, I will ask her to marry me. If not---I will be heart broken big time!! I will survive! Hugs Cheryl_Lynne "Terry" Smith Happy

Hi Cheryl_Lynne/Terry,
Its good to hear from you. I'm glad to hear that Jenny is till in the picture. Great news on the job front also! If you decide that you need to live your life in two genders, more power to you! I'll certainly support you (just clue me into your pronouns of choice:) ) It sounds like you are moving ahead. Call anytime if you need to talk.

Life here in Colorado is slowly defining itself. I'll be moving into my new place next week. Now, to find a new: hairsylist, dentist, eye-doctor, dermatologist, electrolysist, family doc, therapist... )When I list it like that I really feel high maintenance

Be well,
CiCi